Beautiful Evolution

Ok so Friday I finally got to see my Bestie after x amount of months. Words cannot describe how elated I was to see her and be able to spend time together! It’s been so long since our busy schedules have allowed for us to see each other and although I hate it at times, it just goes to show how true of friends we are cuz when we get back together it’s always just as we left it. Everyone in this world needs a Crystal; u just can’t have mine! Lol ❤❤❤

It kinda seems like I only tumble when my birthday rolls around! Lol but since this one is kind of a landmark age, figured I’d make a note of it lol.

Well as some of u may or may not know, I recently turned twenty! As I embark on this new era of life I stopped and asked myself, “How am I going to make my twenties different than my teen years?” Well for starters, I want to be more ambitious and outgoing about the things I want out of life. I want this to apply not only to the business side of life, but also my personal.

I want to establish my own style! I want to go shopping and get an entirely new wardrobe. Anything I had from high school is going to be thrown out. Lol I’m tired of seeing people evolve and me feeling like I’m stuck in a gray area between being a teen and an adult.

I also want to grow socially; I want to go out and meet new people, network and date! I have been waiting patiently for Mr. Right but it has become clear to me that he won’t just show up at my front door (maybe if my name was Rapunzel lol) I have to put myself out there and meet him halfway :)

Now a lot of these things are easier said than done, but I hope to jumpstart and continue my twenties with courage, conviction, laughter, love, happiness, God and my family.

Wish me luck! :)

I hope u always know u made the wrong one.

I gotta start blogging more :-/

Seeing as in how in my last post I mentioned “Mr. Right” I guess I’ll define him (plus I’m not doing anything and I feel like blogging since I’ve neglected it for so long lol)

Ok, so physically, I don’t really have a preference. I like everything from Chris Brown to Rick Ross and everybody in between lmao! But I’d like for him to be tall. Like tall enough for me to wear heels and still look slightly up towards him. As far as size, I’ve been known to be drawn to those damn football types (drools) so I like them on the bigger side, but other than that I would like to think that I’m not that picky as far as appearance :) (But speaking of appearance, he should be well dressed and have pride in how he dresses. That whole baggy jeans/pants with an oversized t-shirt is so played! In the words of Jay-Z, “You niggas actin way too tough; gon’ get a suit, get it tapered up!”)

Personality is what really gets me. First off if he can make me laugh, like seriously laugh, not just one of those “I’m only laughing cuz I can tell ur trying to be funny and idw hurt ur feelings” kinda laughs, he’s already ten steps ahead of these niggas (Wiz voice) Then u know all the typical girl shit we like sweetheart, nice, considerate, attentive, affectionate. Yadda, yadda, yadda lol.

He’s also gotta be tough and protective, yet in tune with his feelings. Street smart AND book smart, knowledgeable in worldly matters as well as political, social and musical. I’d like him to be family-oriented and silly. If he likes to roughouse that is an extreme bonus cuz I like to play around :) I’d also like him to know God because that says a lot about a person’s character to me. A strong moral and ethical code is also muy importanté lol; a man who knows what’s right and wrong is always a good thing.

I don’t want to be lied to, or made to feel insecure. We should complement and better each other. He should be confident and well-mannered and sure of himself; insecurity is such an unattractive trait.

Plus his hands and feet, hair and facial hair should look nice and be taken care of.

I don’t think that’s asking too much, right???

I feel like when it comes to guys, a lot of times I tend to sell myself short. Like basically putting up with less than I’m worth cuz he’s cute or I’m bored and want some attention lol. But today is the day where I decide no more putting up with anything less than what I’m worth, which is the best; catch my drift?? Lol when Mr. Right comes along, I’m sure we’ll both know it and he’ll step to me correctly. Until then? Solo in this b-i-itch! :)

Hey fellow tumblrs! I know I have been mia for a bit but I’ve decided to stage a comeback :) lol more posts to come! :)